I have been here for ten weeks now. It seems like much longer to me. It is difficult for me to imagine a world before me. I'm sure it was terrible. I am going to start referring to time based on my age. Today is 10 weeks AD (after David). I am confident that in the future this will be the standard time. Anytime before I was born will be BD (before David) or L (lame).
So far things have been going according to plan. I progress much faster than the average baby in virtually every way. I enjoy seeing other babies because it makes me feel good about myself. I have recently discovered how to suck on my fist. It is exhilarating. I spend a good portion of my day doing that.
I have yet to conquer my phobia of being alone. Despite this crippling fear my parents often leave me by myself when I sleep. When I wake up and notice that nobody else is with me I am overcome with the feeling that I will be left in my crib forever. I scream as loud as I can, hoping that a passerby will notice that my irresponsible parents have left their child to fend for himself. Each time I cry I am surprised (I will admit pleasantly) that my mother or father immediately enters to pick me up. I forget this last part every time I wake up alone and I am certain that my parents have left me for good.
It has been nice to get out of the apartment more often these past few weeks. I enjoyed cruising in the stroller through the market.
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